I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void.

Last night, for the first time since I was like 9, I went to bed at 11. The only bad part about waking up at 8:30 perfectly refreshed on a Sunday moring is that I am in college, and no one n college wakes up before noon.



As I mentiond in my previous post, I am dealing with a lot of nerves right now. I sitting at this point that I've got all this nervous energy and I'm waiting for it to either crash into disappointment or sky-rocket into excitement. Alas, as per the norm, only time will tell.



So, get used to me blogging a whole lot in the near future. It distracts me because I get to talk about how nervous I am to someone that will never get tired of listening.



This experience I'm going through is much like the one I was going through while looking for an internship. I feel like I have it in the bag, but I can't escape that sinking feeling that I could totally be out in left field by thinking that way.


I am also so full of nerves I've dropped the pesky habit of eating almost entirely.